Saturday, June 19, 2010

Wait and Watch

Coming days are going to be hectic and probably, if things go as planned then life will embark upon a new voyage in a new sea, like the sailors of the bygone centuries braving natural furies to find new waters and new grounds.
For now it is just a wait and watch and act when time permits :-)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010


Thank u very much Aishoo for tagging me. This is my 2nd G&I question series (first time being tagged by Shree). Some of the answers "improved"....hahahahaha
  1. Asked someone to marry you? Innocent. Aisi kismat kahan (No luck yet :()!!!
  2. Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty. Many times: my brothers...(After all DOSTANA not allowed ;-))
  3. Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent. A dream yet to live...hayyyeeee
  4. Ever told a lie? Guilty. I'm a baggage of lie. Beware.hehehehe
  5. Kissed a picture? Innocent. In dreams (this doesn't count as guilty, I guess)
  6. Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty. Do 5PM falls within 24 hr clock?
  7. Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty. Uhhhhhhhhh....umpteen times
  8. Held a snake? Innocent. After watching guys flirting with snakes in Nat Geo n Animal Planet....Hmmmm I can think of it some day :P
  9. Been suspended from school? Innocent Always feared being thrown out... therefore behaved!!!
  10. Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent. I am diet freak... my conscience would not have allowed to do so! 
  11. Stolen from a store? Innocent. Not yet
  12. Been fired from a job? Innocent. Not exactly
  13. Done something you regret? Guilty. I have regretted so much that even regret is a small term..hahahhaha :P
  14. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty. many a times
  15. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent. Is it same as keeping ice cream on the tongue? Then Yes Guilty
  16. Kissed in the rain? Innocent. Nope (Actually kissed the rain Please do not make anything out of it)
  17. Sat on a roof top? Guilty. Main, meri tanhai and roof top (I, my loneliness and roof top... Inseparable )
  18. Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Innocent. I din't have the Golden opportunity to kiss (in right earnest and passion ;-))
  19. Sang in the shower? Guilty. I am a Shower singer...lllalalalalllololololalalalala
  20. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent. Who can dare to to that to ME???
  21. Shaved your head? Guilty – Almost guilt in first year of engineering as ragging protocol (it was called 1st degree cut):P
  22. Had a boxing membership? Innocent. I am an ardent follower of Gandhi when it come to violence even in sports....:)
  23. Made a girlfriend cry? Guilty. This is the reason I still do not have a GF :(
  24. Been in a band? Innocent. band of fata dhol
  25. Shot a gun? Guilty. on balloons
  26. Donated Blood? Innocent. I strongly feel that as soon as the blood is taken out from me.... I'll need it back ;-)
  27. Eaten alligator meat? Innocent. Compltely non-veggy turned veggy 
  28. Eaten cheesecake? Innocent. What is this?
  29. Still love someone you shouldn’t? Innocent. Hmmmm..... Uhhhhhhhhhhhh....Aaaaaaaaa..uhuhuhu....oooooppppssss..!!!
  30. Have/had a tattoo? Innocent. For me tattoo is taboo :P
  31. Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty. This question is making me little emotional...Blush..blush blush...
  32. Been too honest? Guilty. Can't help it...God is watching
  33. Ruined a surprise? Innocent do not remember ever doing this
  34. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterward? Guilty. many times
  35. Erased someone in your friends list? Innocent. not exactly.. but didnot respond to his friend request
  36. Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent. there are many eager bodies to do that... then why take the pain! 
  37. Joined a pageant? Innocent. Nope...but there is hope :)
  38. Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty. Unfortunately by married girls while the single ones standing by their side and staring at me blankly.... pathetic :(
  39. Had communication with your ex? Innocent. I do not assume x, y,z (as done in algebra)... I believe in SOLID FIGURES..hehehehehehhahahahahahahhohohohoho ;-)
  40. Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Guilty. Drank 10 cups of coffee before my electrical machines exams in 3rd semester of engineering and didn't sleep whole night... the next day in examination hall the experience was similar to being drunk. ;-) 
  41. Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty. As a child many times.
Now its tagging time again....

Monday, June 14, 2010

Life is a Search

From past few days a thought is lingering in mind day and night: life is a search. Taking forward I already wrote few lines in my English (Life) and Hindi (जिंदगी) poetry blogs but the incompleteness is quite evident. Is this because the search is still on? Yes.

Life is a never ending search for an end. How, when, where are questions which each one has to find for oneself. There is no one right answer. Neither there is one right path. 
We all carry our own pasts with us. We ourselves have to unburden. Life is an iterative process of unlearning and learning.

In one glance everything I have said above looks disjoint. But it is not so. 

We have a question and we start searching for the answer. By the time we find the answer the question loses its significance. The answer in itself becomes a question and the search starts all over again till the life ends on this physical plane. If life is considered to be a form of energy then end of life in one plane is a beginning in another plane. May be the search which was incomplete in previous plane starts afresh in next plane.

A never ending search!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Long Time... No Say

Was not in slumbers.... just in a different location, in a different mood...
These days my love for poetry, both for Hindi and English, is increasing... 
Or is it just an intermittent state of awakening?

Sometimes (rather most of the times) I wonder what is poetry?
Surprisingly, all most always I do not have any answer...
I feel I do not understand poetry! 

Can I say, what I write is poetry or just rhyming sentences?

Uhhhhhh... Thoughts leading nowhere! Give up

Let's keep rhyming, if it is one or writing poetry, if heart feels so...
Good Night or a Good Morning??? 01:06AM
(Another confusion... another thought)